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  • Rai@lemmy.dbzer0.com
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    1 month ago

    Putting my kitty down this afternoon. Almost made it to 20. Very sad. On Xanax though.

    Edit: thank you everyone. He’s gone now. We had an at-home service put him down. He went incredibly peacefully, purring loudly as the first injection went in.

    We’re about to drive him to his brother’s grave (who died five years ago) and bury him there so they can forever snuggle.

    • UltraGiGaGigantic@lemmy.ml
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      1 month ago

      Thanks for giving your kitty as good a life as you could. Don’t let the end cloud your vision from the good times.

      If/when you’re ready, there are more lost souls to save out there. I wish I could have cats myself, but I am not stable enough to house them. Maybe some day I will foster, but even that is probably to much for me to handle.

  • UltraGiGaGigantic@lemmy.ml
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    1 month ago

    Every day I go to all my part time jobs, and they take so much from me that I cannot recover what I’ve lost before the beginning of my next day of shifts.

    Every day, I lose more and more of me. Until one day, there will be nothing left and I will quit one or all of my jobs and be unable to afford housing, and become homeless (again).

    • Miss Millie@lemmy.mlOP
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      1 month ago

      Try to stay away from stress reasons for a while if possible , hope you get better soon

    • UltraGiGaGigantic@lemmy.ml
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      1 month ago

      Ever try psychedelics? I fully understand they aren’t for everyone, but it helped me get away from the autopilot feeling in life.

      Unfortunately, most days I wish I could go back to autopilot. Being aware and present can be a curse.

    • UltraGiGaGigantic@lemmy.ml
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      1 month ago

      I wish I could work out like I used to when I was unemployed. I know it would give me more energy, but there is nothing left at the end of the day to invest into me and my health.

      Whatever, who wants to live a long life anyways? Just more rent payments, more scammers, more assholes in my life.

    • Miss Millie@lemmy.mlOP
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      1 month ago

      That’s good to know… I have the same feelings whenever I go back home from college… like college is good but nothing is cozier or nicer than being able to rest after a busy day

  • Lad@reddthat.com
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    1 month ago

    On Tuesday I had a panic attack when I got in to work at 9am. It didn’t last long, only about 15-20 minutes, but I still don’t feel quite right even now. That’s usually the case with my panic attacks, it takes a while for me to reset afterwards. Sometimes weeks.

    Right now I have this tense feeling in my head, which causes my jaw to tighten up and get an impulsive twitch. Usually seems to happen when I’m feeling anxiety. I have an urge to chew on something soft.

  • Sam_Bass@lemmy.ml
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    1 month ago

    exhausted. physically and mentally. even if i manage to disconnect its never for long enough to recouperate fully

  • flashgnash@lemm.ee
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    1 month ago

    I currently feel like my nervous system is vibrating having just got out of the gym after preworkout