Today I feel like a 5 star man. Last night I lost my kiss virginity and also my sleep-and-cuddle-with-a-beautiful-girl virginity.
For context I’m 28 and have Aspergers. I honestly thought as recently as a couple of months ago that these things were never going to happen for me.
heck yeah, thats awesome!
That’s a five star feeling for sure!
Love that for you! Enjoy that high!
Congrats!
Nice! Feeling glad for you, pal!
Every day is pretty good on bipolar meds
3/5. Work is a bit of a drag these last couple weeks, and I messed up a bit in my hobbies and made myself a bunch more work to correct that.
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The film industry is dead. Friends are losing their houses left and right…and this is BEFORE we are probably going on strike when we go to negotiate our new contract this summer in the middle of our busy season!
Don’t believe your lying eyes, everyone! The economy is GREAT!🥴
Economies run on faith. That’s neither new, nor American.
The film industry isn’t dead, it’s still twitching. My cinema workplace in the UK is busier this year than it was after the COVID slump.
You’re probably working on the film (BJ2) that I was working on that went on to Europe to finish shooting. Trust me: it’s DEAD in the US. Even in LA, it’s dead.
Oh no, I work in a cinema, as an usher etc. it’s a bit mainstream and a bit art house. I hear you about industry stateside, lots of multiplexes closing
Yeah. No one goes to the theater anymore and the industry is converging around 200 walled gardens that don’t share content and serve ads to make up for the lost revenue from ticket sales…a race to the bottom and all they had to do was pool their resources and they’d make tons of money on content. Instead, egos caused them to fragment their revenue streams like all the stupid music streaming services did, shooting themselves in the foot.
I saw it coming from miles away and was outspoken. Still, it’s too late. I’m switching to a better source of income once the tech sector realizes that they actually need humans even in the age of AI.
Well I wish you the best of luck with your next job.
Thanks! I’ll need it!
…If only there were some other system where I didn’t have to monetize my interests. Oh well. I’m sure capitalism is the best way. /s
It moved to Georgia and New Mexico.
I’m sure it’s just a coincidence that they’re right-to-work states. /s
Also, it has killed itself making shitty remakes. STOP IT!!
I don’t write em. I just light em!
Watch this video and skip to 25:34
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1 star so tired and depressed with life. But it will get better I am alive. Have a job and roof over my head and food in my stomach. So can’t complain forever.
4 stars. Paperwork from my new employer just came through. I got everything I asked for. I’m now just waiting for my old employer to pay out this years bonus, and I’ll be resigning for a 30% pay increase.
One star deducted because I’m getting old and crusty, and being expected to figure how to use emoticons/emojies annoys me more than it should.
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A little under the weather, but still managing to get stuff on my to-do list done. I might take a nap later as a reward.⭐⭐⭐
I’ve been feeling off for the past couple months. Two nights ago I decided to do shrooms, I had been putting it off for over two years because I knew deep down I would have a difficult experience and I was right. I took 2 grams as tea with lemon juice, plus 1g eaten. I spent 3 hours which felt like days just screaming and crying. I felt emotional pain like I’ve never felt in my life before, it was absolute never ending insanity. I cried so much my eyes were almost swollen shut.
My mother has been sick for a long time now and it has been very difficult to deal with and I’d mostly been avoiding it. The mushrooms reaaaally shoved it in my face, they were absolutely brutal about it and made me feel the pain of the loss of my mother for the first 30 minutes. Then they decided to show me that people have lived through the pain of loss since the beginning of time by making me feel that pain through the eyes of thousands of people through thousands of generations lol. It was like I was going through a fractal of the lives of people down generations and generations but only the painful parts of their lives and I felt their emotions so vividly. That lasted for like two and a half hours, with small 5 minute breaks here and there where the trip would go down a bit and I could breathe until it would just pull me back in to this infinite spiral of emotional torture.
During the entire trip, every time I would get a small break I would just be crying, wishing for it to be over. I wanted to get off. 30 minutes after it ended and I went to bed I was already asking myself when the next time was gonna be hahah.
Yesterday I was just in shock all day, eyes still swollen as hell and with the worst headache of my life.
Today I am much better physically but mentally I am still in shock.
Sorry for the wall of insanity.
⭐ Third time an the toilet this morning, bad ass day
2.5/5.
Average day. But my average is quite good.
3 stars I am not the happiest man alive but could be worse
3 stars, not great, not terrible. Not again, though.
Two-star day. A lot of good things going on - the weather is great, and good things are happening at work, but I slept awfully and that really puts a damper on things.
