• MajesticSloth@lemmy.world
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    10 months ago

    Hellblade Senua’s Sacrifice. Played it with headphones as many suggested. I had recently lost my uncle, who by the time he died, was in a pretty bad state mentally. Seeing and hearing things that weren’t there. Everyone out to get him. Calling to say the cops were trying to break into his home. No one was there.

    He was a good guy and incredibly funny. Introduced me to the greatness of Monty Python at a young age. He was getting some better help near the end, finally. In part because he finally was accepting help.

    He was a Vietnam vet, and from what everyone told me came back changed like so many did. This, in part, led to drug use that spiraled him down. Much better handled than some as he always held a job and such.

    But the game made me think of what he might have been experiencing, and it was overwhelming for me. I think I stopped a third of the way through. It is very well done, but I just couldn’t deal with it.

    • andrew_bidlaw@sh.itjust.worksOP
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      10 months ago

      Glad you switched it off. I’ve read a lot of stories of people playing Senua and having a mental breakdown over associating her with themselves or relatives. Ultimately, not the best way to reconnect with your family. The worst way.

      I stopped playing it after fear of me myself having something akin to it. There are mental illnesses running in my family and I’m afraid I have some chances to play Senua IRL. 'Tis why I don’t even try to get a gun license. It’s safer that way.